Coming Back.

I'm sorry I've been gone, my friend,
My journal, my unseen savior,
I know you haven't gotten the attention
You deserve, Deserve much better behavior.

I've been quite busy these days,
I've been in new things confiding,
Some children to make me feel as though,
My memories are reviving.

I've been running up and down stairs,
With a new little friend on my hip,
Even if he says my name with an extra syllable,
He can kiss me on the lip.

And though you used to be my only,
I made a realization,
That you are the thing, You are the one,
That left me sulking in my damnation.

So here's my apology, friendly foe,
I've been using you all along,
Like a crutch for the lame and healed,
I am sorry for all I did wrong.

I'm learning to be happy,
That the throws of young love are alright.
I'm learning to live this life of mine,
Instead of documenting the whole night.

-A