This week/few days has been crazy.
I can't even begin to describe how much I need to get out of here...
PREFACE: this is gonna be a rant. Sorry.
I feel. So worthless. At the beginning of the week, I went to a meeting with some recruiters from UT austin. My dream school. And, I learned that it is my dream school for a reason; it will stay in my dreams. I'm no where close to qualified to go there. I wish that I could just pass 30 people in my class with the snap of a finger, but they take the transcript from the end of your junior year, which I didn't know. So, I'm not gonna make it. Maybe I'll settle for somewhere close to Austin. Maybe I'll give up. Maybe I'll reconsider Austin all together. Pah, that's unlikely...
After that, the extremely bittersweet part of my week began. I began spending time with an awesome human being who just happened to leave for the army within the next 29 hours. This is gonna be a very long 14 weeks. I have the worst timing in the world.
The next night, we went to go visit him in the hotel he had to stay at before being flown to Georgia. Which was incredibly fun. Howeverrr, on our way back home, we got VERY VERY lost. I expected to be home at like 1130 and I got home at 1. So I got very grounded. Which really sucked. Things need to slow down. Or speed up. I can't decide.
So, then the next day... (this just keeps gettin' better, eh?) I had four cavities filled. most don't understand that I am deathly afraid of surgery/anything involving my teeth. I got there and had a mini panic attack before actually laughing at my face. I could only half smile for about three hours, and Linds just laughed at me while I drooled and attempted to speak but, to no avail. Hah.
I tried hookah for the first time this week, too. Don't try the Sex on the Beach flavor. It sucks. Hah! I feel like I need a change.
input?
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I visited and toured UT in my trip to Austin visiting my sister. As far as I know, the deadline to submit applications is December 1 of your senior year. This includes all transcripts, essays etc.. So they look at your junior and part of senior year. So really, I think you have time. You just have to submit BY December 1st. At least that's what they said when I visited.
ReplyDeleteAnd if UT doesn't work out, you can always go to Texas State. I know a few people who went there, and they said it was pretty good. Don't give up on Austin!!!
I'm so sorry you had cavities filled! I don't have any, but I remeber when I had an extra tooth pulled for the first time. worst.day.ever. My face was so insanely numb!
Hope things get better dear! We should hang out soon!
-Molly
hey payden here. UT sucks go to texas tech, and does it have to be called a blog honestly blog sounds so weird...
ReplyDeleteIs online journal better? I pondered the thought as well...
ReplyDeleteMolly: At the so-called meeting, they told me that there was no way i could put my senior transcripts with the info that I send away to them when I apply. So, anything I do academically senior year doesn't matter.
ouch. sucks to hear about UT and everything else that seemed to go so "right" with your week. We'll definitely have to go chill one of the two days I'm back before KY.
ReplyDeleteand oh yeah, dont smoke, its bad for you.