i am learning that the Earth and ground below
the water which calls me softly in the night,
are all just regeants of consumption,
I am temporary and they will live on.

I am learning that I am always drawn
to my opposite with meaningful thought and
sliver bones, the influential singer that
will serenade for my whole life long.

I am learning that we all are really herd animals,
enjoying our collective echelon through
successes and optimal failures that lead some
astray to a foreign undiscovered place.

I am learning that this place could destroy
my mental state of being, peace of mind.
the qualities of reality are indistinguishable
from the visions during sleep.

I am learning that espresso is alright,
that the earth is worth saving,
my habits are inclusive and that I like the way
your hair sways when you rock out en casio.

nobody know sme at all.

Chapter.

This happens to me so often.
For six years I have waited, solemnly, patiently.
I have watched you grow,
I have watched you cry,
I have held your hands in mine,
and your head in my lap when sleep was near.

The day will come when I will not be tied to anything here.
I will leave this place and I will expand my horizons.
I will mourn, I will shake off the dirt and the grime,
And I will go on.
Because there is something waiting for me on the other end.
I will set sail once comes the noon of night-time,
To a close but foreign land,
One which holds all of the untold,
Every quiet secret of my future and destinations currently unknown.

Every emotion will be uncorked and thrown to sea.
Good or bad, love or the untimely,
Some laced with ulterior motives or selfish musings,
Things which may have appeared as one thing
And revealed themselves to be another.
And soon,
I will apologize.
To everyone who I have hurt or knocked down,
To everyone who I could have helped,
To all who I didn't love with my whole heart.
I will go with lighter footsteps,
And with heavy suitcases,
And I will live.